I'm going to blog about something that I've been keeping it in my heart for ages.
This post is about one of my USED-TO-BE best friend which WAS also my soul mate.
If we were still friends, till now we would have been friends for a whole 12 years fucking years.
Well, we went through many UPS and DOWNS together.
He used to be there for me no matter what..
Guiding me in my studies,
Shooting bubble tea pearls at me,
Scratched my SUN YAN ZI CD,
Accompany me when I used to cry or laugh,
Do mural paintings together,
Gossips together,
Too much to mention...

Too bad, as time passes, our r/s is being strained.
He become so childish that I couldn't stand him anymore.
I guess he couldn't stand me too.
Thus, we didn't talk for ages.

I tried to amend this drifting f/s which I believed that he had tried too.
However at the end of the day, he will talk some rubbish and everything is back to square 1.

I told him that from that day onwards, I WILL NOT ATTEND any of my ex-classmates gathering.

As much as I wanted to go for CCX birthday, I decided not to go.
For fuck I go and get myself in such a awkward situation?

I only used to be close with you, ccx, qy, claire.

As for the rest, to be honest. I dun give a FUCK if they ever came across in my life b4.

Yes, I am sarcastic but hey come on! I am just treating people how they used to treat me.

I believed that they don't give a damn about me too anyway.

So the main point of this stupid entry is to release all my frustration and hurt within me.

So BENJAMIN YAP WEI DA, get this clear, I HATE YOU.

Fullstop.

END of the " Fairytale, History." Wad ever. ( This is what you've told me anyway.)

Well, who gives a fuck???

After saying all this feelings out, I feel good!

You know the M1 song?

I feel good, ta da ta da da...
So good
So good!

xD

PS: Claire, Qing Yi and kelly our f/s had been strong all along. Hope we can stay like this for life yea. Seriously, you guys were the best thing that happen in my life! ( Other den ben la.. heeheehee) Okay la. On par with ben!